Strength

It is not about how far I have missed the mark because I am shooting in the dark and it's hard to find nirvana in a moment. What started with a spark going out on a lark I didn't even know what being in the show meant. I have a steady hand and I'm trying to understand just who I am and where that all will take me. It's not what I had planned this fire you have fanned and the man at the center of my heart has had to break free. There are no y's in forgiveness or lies in the truths that I confess I want to shed the nuisance of my history. I don't choose what he will bless just tidy up the mess I made in attempts to solve the mystery. Being who I was sent to be will make sure I leave this life successfully and finish the mission that I was given. I know that I don't deserve your grace witnessed by the doubt on my face but equally aware it's not my decision. Creator of both time and space when you put me in this race my performance was provided by your vision. This is your life I lead please let me be a mustard seed and show that I have a spot of faith that's needed. Your sheep I will look to feed and do as the convenant agreed and pray at judgment day I don't get weeded.