self control

Are you in control of yourself or is it a spiritual, emotional and self-gratification free for all? Are you susceptible to playing the same old programming over and again hoping that this time the scenario will be painted in a different color? Do you see things as they truly are or do you hope that somehow they will turn out the way you want them? Are you chasing people that could care less if you are around until they need something from you? Do you often feel sad, unfulfilled and get depressed because things don't seem to go your way? Can you safely say that if someone in a position of authority in your life did not like you you would be okay with the way they felt? Are you doing what you like doing for work or are you just making money? Do you feel good about your looks and your physical shape? Do you believe that you made the choice to be in the place that you are right now? Do you have regret every day about what you did or were unable to do yesterday? Do you feel that your Father would be proud of how you acted today? Do people look up to you as an example of how to get to a better place in their lives? Do you foster, nurture and support everyone else's dreams or do you find yourself trying to discourage or one up them with yours. Do you understand the shortcomings of others, turn hate to love and forgive every person that does you wrong? Do you look at each situation based on how greatly they benefit you or do you consider others before making decisions? Do you give more than you get? Do you feel that no matter what your needs will always be met or are you always hungry and looking for more? Do you love what you have been given or do you want someone else's life? Do you reach for your dreams or feel that they will never come true?
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