For Certain

Why does it have to hurt so greatly? See I had fallen out of love with the pain as of lately? Should I love him because he didn't understand his Lord? He thought himself God when he was just a district ward? Running round in circles like the rat through the maze. I'm hoping that these laps have just been part of a phase. Why do you get challenged when you just want to relax? You want to be chilling but they keep feeding you the facts. It's amazing we don't all die of catalysmic heart attacks. Or just fall over from the weight on our backs. I want to love a woman but you all are just crazed. You laugh at my gusto on the trail that I've blazed. If I ever end up mated I'll be terrifically amazed. Thank you for my singleness and may your name be praised. Lord I wish you'd help them because I've tried and I can't. Feed all their flowers and bring buds to their plant. I've fallen so short that my efforts don't count. I put on the saddle but I couldn't get onto the mount. I hope my Father forgives me for the weakness I displayed. See it really matters by which rules you've played. In fact it's so important it determines how your made. And when you get to heaven it's how you'll be weighed. I measure my existence by the time that I've spent. It's what I accomplised not what I intended or meant. I tried to hang a picture but the nail just got bent. I hope I figure out the reason for which I was sent.
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