look past the window

Ever focus on something so hard that you lost sight of everything else? Are you ready for every occurrence? Do you have control of all situations in your life? Do your plans always work out pretty close to how you expected them to? Do you feel that if you put more effort out you will get what you want? Do you feel that all your relationships including those regarding team interaction at work are productive and smooth? Do you feel that you have enough time to do the things you like to do as well as get the list checked off? Do you believe that your colleagues speak highly of your abilities when you're not around? Do people genuinely miss you and do you truly miss them when they go away? Do you argue with anyone either at work or in the home? Do you ever cry when something cheeky or tear jerking comes on T.V.? What comes to mind when you hear about thousands dying? Are you with the girl you envisioned, live in the house that you imagined and do the work that you expected to do? Do you have more than enough money to do the things that you want to do? Are you angry at the government for not living up to your expectations? Do you think people that live outside the U.S. have a better chance at a good life than you do here? What did your parents want you to be? Did you let them down? Ever been loved when you didn't feel that you deserved it? Ever screwed up so bad that you thought no one would or could ever forgive you? Ever had a friend that complained about his/her life so much that you asked them shut up about it? What was the last good book you read? Have you ever written letters, painted pictures or wrote stories that you never showed to anyone? Do your friends know all there is to know about you including the worst secrets? Have you ever been alone for a week by yourself, on an island or camping where you couldn't see or talk to someone else? Do you like the name you were given or do you use something else? Do you eat what you like or like what you eat?